Hi, my name is Justin!

Haven't written on this in a while.

Let's catch everyone up to speed!

took a 48 hr midterm.. in which i actually wanted to post during that time... but well.. i realized.. maybe blogging instead of taking my test  would not be the smartest decision! lol But to sum THAT UP... well.. i'm not smart and i pretty much needed every hour i was allotted, and resulted in my second all nighter in my college time, kind of funny in retrospect bc like.. you really become delirious and it's kind of funny.. because I just laugh at everything and it's like.. that crazy laugh..


I also.. kinda dropped a class. Long story short.. I wasn't going to do well, and a few months ago.. I dropped the WRONG class... i'm a dumbass..

What else... hmm I had a SLEW of angry rants and sad times due to ...love life issues, and not wanting to be in SEAS because I really don't belong in SEAS, period.. hands down.

All in all, all the stress and w/e culminated in a impromtu visit to home. I loved it, I needed it, I was going crazy and I just wanted to see my mom and my pets. Going home for me doesn't just mean relaxing, it means not thinking about school, not worrying about life, in a way I regress back to a young child.. where the only thing I worry about is missing a tv show..

Basically a lot of stress disappeared.. or I just got my stuff together it was nice. Then back to school I went - refreshed and ready for another week.

Can't we all just sleep forever and live in dream world no matter how crazy it is.. =)

Sweet Embrace

As I may have mentioned before on this blog...or maybe I haven't I'm not sure. But I think it's important to take risks when it comes to things relating to relationships and love. For example, if you are apprehensive about doing something, but it feels right at the moment, you should just do it because something good might come out of it. I know you don't know what exactly might happen but in my head, sometimes it's really worth taking the risk. That's how I feel a person can grow and move on in life. You live and you learn, regardless you can't protect yourself from everything, sometimes you just have to do what you want and live you're life. Don't hold back, but still be realistic alright! It's hard, especially since the probability of failure is definitely higher than that of a success but I know it's worth it. Even if you make some mistake along the way, you still made the decision and did what felt right, and now you know for the next time. 

Where am I going with this? -- By taking risks, you don't know who you'll meet, you could meet someone that you'll be with for the rest of your life, or maybe someone who ends up as a friend, or someone that you never want to see again. In the end, everyone wants to be loved, everyone wants a hug, everyone justs wants that special someone, everyone wants to someone to embrace them or to embrace someone. I know I do, how about you?

Live. Learn. Love.