Day 7: 30 Days left...why is summer almost over?!

I've been dreading this feeling, the feeling that my summer is coming to a close and that not THAT much has happened. Sure it's been eventful here and there but it definitely didn't go in the right direction I wanted it to go.

Since leaving CU I had a mission, 1) to find a boyfriend (lol), 2) to get back into shape. Neither of which happened, well.. if you read two posts back--I only had one opportunity of that possibly happening and that didn't work. (I ran into him the other day..I should have actually tried to have a conversation with him rather than semi- awkward small talk but I was nervous, flustered, angry and confused. I was glad that I ended up being coherent. Continuing, I happened to weigh myself the other day, and noticed I've gained..7-10 lbs this summer (I'm giving myself some leeway and hoping my body and scale are wrong). But that wasn't that terrible and it's really not that noticeable, but after looking at myself for a while I found out where the pounds traveled to..lol.

Aside from the only two goals I initially had, some other good(or odd/strange) things happened as well. Got a job (in the career path that see myself in the long run), reconnected with friends, enjoyed some of the true night life of new york city, got hit-on on the train (which I now do as well, dude I have skills..that work 75% of the time), someone wrote a craigslist post about me, went to my first gay pride parade, had..a 12 day period in which I think I got drunk each and every one of those days, went on my first real date (like legitimately what you could call a date), came out to most of my family, ate a bull's penis, was a mess in front of people who don't too much care for me, found out how physical things can affect me spiritually (ex: water being calming for my spirit), got my first tarot reading from a person who legit practices witchcraft, got into blogging again, found out some other people that I should/will "X" out of my life, decided to give some others a third/fourth chance because I saw a new side of them, went clubbing more often and slept some more. (There is probably more)

Sounds like a lot right? After writing it all down it sure seems like it, but after 75 days I think more could have happened. So for the next 30 we (Me, Myself, and I) are going to kick it into overdrive. I HAVE to get myself into..some sort of shape (I know that can definitely happen) and to go to at least 3 gay bars and 1 gay club (and probably hook up with someone since finding a relationship is a bit tough but we can always hope!).

Two goals, technically this shouldn't be hard the next 30 days have to be the most mega awesome days ever! I can't be sad or thinking about the past! Gotta do this, and whoever is reading this, please support me! I'm going to need it!

I fucking love this picture! lol