Some facebook note

I felt like posting this here, for those of you who choose to read this.

1. I've come to realize that my ex... --N/A --don't have an ex.

2. I am listening...creepy sound of my empty house.

3. I talk...things that are on my mind or the things I want to do in life. they might be repeated because it takes a while for thoughts to sink in my head. Sometimes people do not care for what I have to say, or even listen to it .

4. I love...some people I shouldn't even attach the word too, I don't have the best judgement sometimes.

5. My best friends...the most unique and dedicated people in my life, it's not easy for me to call someone this.

6. My enemies hate me because... I've neve really gotten a straight answer, so I'm not quite sure yet.

7. I lost...myself many times throughout the years, thinking that what I was doing at the point was right. Even at this very moment, I have to make a decision if I want to lose some people, because I might get hurt.

8. I hate it when people...are insincere about having no interest of being a friend, just be honest.

9. Love is...something I want.

10. Marriage...another set chapter in life that society claims we have to do.

11. Someone, somewhere, is thinking...well, not about me.

12. I'll always be...someone who cares.

13. I have a crush...on someone I probably shouldn't.

14. The last time I cried was because...I realized how different things would be during the academic year with some people.

15. My mobile is the...thing that keeps me connected and also causes me to become frustrated with things.

16. Before I go to sleep at night... too many random unnecessary things get done.

17. When I wake up in the morning...depending on my mood, things can be amazing or depressing.

18. Right now I am thinking...why do I have this uneasy feeling within? Why do I think that my newfound friends are not going to work out? Why does he person I always think will be an amazing friend, turn out to be someone that does not really feel the same.

19. Babies are...things I'm afraid to encounter or have in the future.

20. I go on facebook...in hopes of seeing a notification, to observe people's exchanges or to look at someone's photos. -- nothing good comes out of this.

21. Today I...hope to not be stuck in the state I am in right now.

22. Tonight I...hasn't come yet, but last night I was extremely disappointed.

23. Soon I will...study? (can't really answer this question).

24. I really want...a person, warmth, more money, to be as intelligent as the world allows me to be, to be successful so that the people after me won't have to work as hard, to be completely myself with my family, to complete all the pre-set chapters of life that society has already written the titles to (and others of course).

25. The person who is most likely to re-post this...absolutely no one, it's not like they will not probably notice this anyway lol.


--as you can see, I'm a bit down..yeah.. things are a bit rough in my head..